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I've Done MAny Things

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I'm going on a trip

So as you might already know I'm going to Wisconsin on Thurs. It's gona be weird to be honest. The dudes I wana chill with, idk if theyre round. And then I wana chill with some peeps from Appleton West who I went to high skool with but never hung out with, but idk what that's gona be like. What is there for us to t4lk abt? Plus everyone seems like an asshole these days. I'm prolly an asshole too.

So anyways. I like APLTown and urrthing but i realize it is very boring. When I was a kid I would spend most of my time @home [via sheltering parents] posting on PokeCommune or "gameboy color it". Thinkin bout taking it with me.

My family izzz chilling in Chicago for a bit, so maybe I can do something there. Hate being couped up.
Might bring some green. Is it worth it?? I've been on the fence bout it since I finished my stash today. I want to. I won't though. Would toeeeeetaly suck if I got busted at the airport.

Or maybe I will get some? And make hot luv to a cute former highskool crush. Mmm. We'll see...muHAhOOII!

'Awesome'

As you are all aware by now, my computer's a piece of shit.
NEWS
I was reading up on ElderGeek an article on page files. Turns out moving it to another drive and increasing it to 3gb worked out great. It's still slow on the loading, programs and startup, but now itz chull when im using firefox or Vuze, when before when I tried using just Vuze my lappie would just use all of its resources on onlyyy that.

I'm pretty happy bout this. On the other hand the name of my blog i'm not happy bout. I wrote that in a fit of frustration. Kinda hungry. And thirsty.

Made a new discovery today!

After weeks of contemplation I have figured out how to enjoi myself more. When you smile at yourself tugging feels super warkm and gud and satisfactory. That's why for alll these years when I was tuggiong (back in the TUGBUG Era) I wouldn't get satisfied for very long, maybe just that second I knew I was gona explode. It seems I was doin it asll wrong the whole time. Instead feeling secretive about it, if do it with confidence it feels KIMOCHIIIII./
Also, it gets very warm afterwar5ds and ou feel more relaxed and confident. Super neat huh?

I guess the term MASTURBATION only applies when you are afraid of being found out for liking that thing. Whatever it is.

It Should Be Remembered That The Internet Is A Place Where We Can FAGOUT

So faggay fuck me.Fuckniggers. MMM fagnigsters. MM YAAMMy. Oh yeah nigger oh yeah nigger. Mhmhmhm. mmmm niiggerrees. fuck! gums and enamel mmm. yamy gay chewy. Wish I had a Gilette blade so I can slice up my gums mmm.

Mmm. All the things in our lives that makes us feel guilty, mmm. yammy. Like my teeth for instance, I like wrapping my lips around my teeeth and try to budge them into moving around, mm. was doin it. So anywya I figured since no nigger reads this blog any way, i can just fag off and not give shit6. Feels good.

So I was watching Paprika. One line, Atsuko. She said something cool. I realized There is meaning in everything in our lives. The objects, our interests, the people, even the weather tells something bout our inner ATTA. I have a fag friend who I can't stand. Like he is so0o0 fagjish that you would wana stop replying to his fagliolious conversations. God, calling him a fagGIT feels realy gud. Kinda wish I could beat the shit out of him. But I only wana kick hikm around so much is because he is me. I used to like what he is. And I don't like myself back then. Sucha smallminded nigger he is. Makes me feel small-minded around him. I'm gona learn how to chill with my inner, creative self.

New World Revelation!

1. "Genesis" – 3:54
2. "Let There Be Light" – 4:55
3. "D.A.N.C.E." – 4:02
4. "Newjack" – 3:36
5. "Phantom" – 4:22
6. "Phantom Pt. II" – 3:20
7. "Valentine" – 2:56
8. "Tthhee Ppaarrttyy" (featuring Uffie) – 3:46
9. "DVNO" (featuring Mehdi Pinson) – 3:56
10. "Stress" – 4:58
11. "Waters of Nazareth" – 4:25
12. "One Minute to Midnight" – 3:40

My Deep Theory

So. Here's my theory on gays. They used to be a sort-of undergrnd cult that most people know about but not everyone would get a chance to see one. I'm talking 150 years ago. It would be hush hush. As the cult grew more into a more mainstream thing, people started feeling GUILTY and would start hating on Gays. As faggot became homosexual, more and more people recognized this fetish/cult/guilt as an apparent minority.
Now in the first crescent of the 21st century, as gays run towards equal rights.....do they think they will exist for long?

Wee!

Gona go enjoy myself!

Eating macaroni hile I type a blog about a story of

I am running. Have been for awhile now. Don't worry, It's Nothing to worry about. I have everythiung under control. Fucking shut up. Oopsie! Lol im sorry babe letz fuck! Anywah

!soi iam running. From something. You know it, I saw you one day sexing it up[, you ghayd perverse. Well I am running from it. And I don't know where im going. Just keep running. Like or else I will melt away likje water.i wont exist. UGH! Existenme ijs so hard to keep. Why do I try to exist so hard. Aaah. Its like a huge burden,. Hughe effing burden. Life's a tiresome job. But dammn when you do it with energy, it fedels rull good eating sat the kitchen bin in the house and thinking how good today went. Famers I mean. It's a day to day basis liyef. O craZYZYZYZ SURPRIESES. Don't have outside worries, mno one comes. Once I nawhile around thanksgiving it gets hectic. Our family is a big un and we have a loto to take care of fore they get here. But naw, thas biout it for troubles. Easy fuckin lyfe Id sai. Yip. ==============================================================================================================================================================================================t

So I am running. Running from that thing that I hate. It makes me feel not like m. sad. Not realy. I wana throw u. So there's this scary thing that iveonly heard of. People tyell me its so scary that itll make me pee my poant s or evendie.e. fuck I m scared. Im glad ive never seen this ugly gay monster fore. Dyunno if I could live on if I did. So I am running from it. People tell me all sorts of scary adventures with this scary bitch. There are alotta different opionions on it. Some say it gives them he alive eeling, like being born again. Same tell me it's the last thing they would want, after public speking. And yet some like me don't realy think about it till it rears its ugly head at me.SO I keep running. Don't where I'm going. Don't really care. Just wana gerrt away. You know. From it all. Does it Matter whgere we go? Walking in the rain is sort of like that. You can go away. To somewhere Else. No worries. I like to run. It makes my life have purpose. It feels good to know that I have reason to runh. Feels reqally good knowing that I'm following a ture path. SonmethSoemthing that believ in So I am running. From it everything. Really good fro thighs I hear. That's what everyone tells me. Exceruising is good. Right? Anyway I like to run. It clears my head oof evil things that conjurte up in my miund. Ew. I hate those things. Don't like dwellion them. Terrible. I feel right now. Shes too close but shes my mom. Why isd it that I am scared to love my parents, my family, my relatives. Actuall y im beginning to love my relatives. Anyway so I am running. Shit I can see something. Don't wana find out mannn!. So I am running ;. Away from it. ALL. Oh shit there it is again. Fuyck where do I go now????Shit I have nowhere to go. FUCKKKK. Oh no. Fuck theyre everyhwerre wehat do I do. Totlally scared, gota find a way ouyt. Shhitttttttshithsiohtishtihshitshitshitdsh=tshithshit. Ah,. Whew its gone fro now. Wants some cake. Really jhujhngry. Death is fucking scarfy. I am scared feckless of deatrh.i have zero control.so I am running. I love running. SHIT THERE's the cliffffffff

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AtyJbIOZjS8

the end...??

Feel totaly lost
like wish i could cry
fuck.
life is so pointless.
why am i like this
?
hate my lyfe
it hurt my heart
.
i think im too scared to enjoi myself
i love myself. idont want to lie anymore.
you know when the earth feels like it just dumped all its manure on you?
that's where i think i'll be in a few minutes time.
tryin to find something that makes sense
guess nothing does
who knows>
do you believe in God?
i do, buit then i dont
sortof embarassed to admit that i want to.
i feel religion is a strong support pillar for life.
if youy didn t have religion, wghat is there real to hope for?
it's sad existence.
when dudes are down and worried, who do you look to?
but i dont like the religions where you have to do shit that you dont want to. i mean the first time is a new exp but then its like shoveling turd down your throat.
want a religion that makes sense.
one that actualy talks to me, and gives me advice on how to live lyfe.
cuz seriously life isd fuckin hard.
whatever we seem to do doesnt seem to matter.
what matters in the end anyway?
Luv?
caring for your loved ones?
bold things?
no i dont think so.
forgive me for being so brass
but i fuckin blieve
that i neeedd to cry////
after i cry, dont realy care what i was crying bout anymore.
i rmember the dane cook take.
i just keep crying in circles.
seems sortof forced.
wana hear something funny?
isometimes yawn when
i forcecry.
is sadness a mind thing?
are we taught to be sad?
wish i could unlearn.

here's what i have to say to everthing.

hi
hey
whatsup
fuckin around on fb you?
chuillen
you wana do something tonight?
like what
like walk and smoke and chill.
cant dude have a paper to write
c'monnnnn
sorry man
*sign off*
sad.
wish i had a purpose in life.
where are my pills??

Kanye West is rappin
fly off into NASA
whut he talking about
he jus chillen
damn iz a slick fukin beat
right b!tch?
why u so mean dont be
we cool like water
fuck all the old shizz
aint nothin
aint nothin ho
we all love now

UH UHHH
so i took this pill right?
itz osxy
but not like oxycontin
the other oxy.
i feel chill
felt chill from the start
actualy im kinda scared
idk why
i need to chill
out
listening to music
SUPAFLY
keep thinking im fucvkinmg myself over
breaking bones and shit like that


need to read some feel good stuff.
brb peace.

Feels surprisingly refreshing finding these lil jems.

Just discovered an awesome group. I think they're called Mirah. The chick sounds realy cute and indie jus cuz she likes to whisper words in your ears. OHDICKIMBAKED! My fave song has to be all the songs. (whisper dirty strings of sexual dung in HER ear for a change)

Culture $H0C|<

Found this on this on NihonSun . *sigh*. What would our Japanese brothers and sisters think of the O Line?

Top10 PKCHRS

Top10 interesting pikchurs.

10Looks like Troll Gummies!


9"Stimulation"


8Makes me think of "a moment in time."

You will when yuu believe...../..

This is the song that played during Graduation. Fck dude. I'm tearing up inside );
I 'member when I had to fuckin sing that song. Tears were falling on the ground like bombs over Baghdad. Kevin was chill back then. He took good care of me. Fuzzily I recall standing with choir watching my class walk. It's as if I couldn't enjoi the celebrations they had for everyone else.
It was at that point where I stood realizing whata fuckup I was. I have alotta regrets and sadness built up and I just wana let it all out. Crying sounds like a good deal. Remember. ALWAYS REMEMBER WHO YUU ARE.

Sometimes I Lyke to Not Make Any Fuckin Sense At all

When hoppin' over pigs 'member to watch out for the cheese that's left grated by the farmer's fuckin wife so you would trip and she can catch you and tell you that you were trespassing on her gay ass lawn that she keeps pruned by tweaking buttjuice from her eyes on to the lightness of air so molecules can pass thru you making amends on the way to destiny cyrus milking many moms while feeding many baes cuz dey thristy as saps up in 'Quebec' in da wintre time where we like to get close to each other and feel united even tho son does coke and girl does oral to superintendent b!tch SKINNEr who likes to wear blue suits, so like i was totes watching valley girl pilot '10 tings i friklen hate bout you', totes thought a bug was my hair or vice versa.

whew that was long bitch!

Cutest fuckin gurl OhhHhhWooo!!

Remember when we used have Platonic Luv? I do. When I was eine kinder whenever I would see a realy pretty cute girl I would feel like she was my destiny. I would feel like I would have to do anything to win her, like EVRYTHING. Thing is, it doesn't work like that. I would never do nything right. Untillll, one day I was like wait? Do I feel guilty for ttrying? I do?/did. And then it happened.
Still don't understand girls or people that well in general, but I think my main focus has become me. Can't go tackling the frijjen world w/o tackling my own problems hey?


WWWWWWWWWOOOOOOAWAWAAAAAWAHHHHHHH. My eyes opened.
Today the number of females has significantly decreased in the Mokohama district. Currently the area has been shut off to the public because of the mini-revolutions that that place inside. The refugees are more than evr getting more and more organized. The Japanese Diet has mulled it over and has come to the decision that they will bomb the site. Despearte times call for desperate measures. Right?

Bossa Nova

Listening to some Bossa Nova right now,l pretty chill. Took a muscle relaxer today, whatever that means. First few minutes I was all oozy, like my legs had become meat legs. Walked alll over. Tried Tomodatchi for another eighth baggy, so I could totaly smke all week again. Failed. Tried calling Q1,2,3,Drugs. Fehlur! excuse the missing umlan. I walked from T campus to frankford and back and finally got a call from sumbitch Q Drugs. Took the O line to CC to meet him but the bitch didn't seem like he was interested in making some moolah today via not showing up. Been texting evryone at this point. Been texting the president of the united states. been texting al sharpton. been texting every fuckin one. So i take a chill spot @rittenhouse, and watch people. Kept telling myself something would 'tualy take me to cash. So i overhear this hippie fucker talking about 'POT'. It was like fate kicked me in the fuckin face, ow! I asked the hippie chill dude to point in the direction of some cash and he points me to nother dude. Let's calll him Pappi. I end gettin' a d-bag. smelt gud so i dint give fuck. Threw a muscle relax pill. Also bought some other goodies hehehehhehehhe! It was a long day, with ups and downs, but ups and downs more similar to driving on a golf course, not very extreme.
Get some!:

cuddly AZN

I just logged on to youtube and this video cums up under my recommendations. i got one of those 'i feel like i have to masterbate to her' feelings.

Makes me wish there were more cute+confident asians like her in the world. it seems like they are always trying to find ways to look 'damn fucking cute'. Ooh ooh! the background music is none other than LG!. Btw don't watch the rest of the video it's kinda fucking boring.. This video reminds me of the 'Frienger video'I ended up falling in love with a couple of years of ago [give or take 2 years].

I think she went too far, alienating me from liking her music. I used to think 'man i would look indie/fresh if i had her shirt'. I was ina phase where having obscure things and being knowledgable about them made me think i was cool.

i liked the 'frienger' combination, but now it seems real stupid. i was gona go on a rant about pwr rngrs next but i thought i'd stick to something more 'relevant. I was goin to put this kewl video up but it took so long to load on my shitty computer that i gave up.

emma watson is realy kinky, hehe.

Carles is amusing. Mmhaha.

I hate how I have to put @hotmail.com to sign in to my email. anyw2y that's what i'm doing right now. i feel like it's my obligation to check my 4+ email accounts. That's what sucks bout being 'part of so many membership required' soshnetwie sites. Have bout 2695 Unread messages sitting in my inbox. gha! there all stupid subscriber shit mails.

>>>anyW40, for the past couple months i've 'realy been downing' urrthing carles has been posting onhis siteblog . for my friend ryan it's realy funny, and it's realy funnie for me too, but i kinda go on it to pick up some tips on 'being a better hipster'. sometimes i comment on his posts. i feel like i'm better than the ppl who try 2 b him on comments. am i in the end just as guilty of being 'a faggot?'WOO just did an armdance to LG baby. >>>>.<<<< excuse me 'lol.' Oh another thing! Crls seems to have a ting for Suga Gaga. He's @LLways posting someting about her. But anyw40 he seems to have realy good insights. oh btw don't type in hipster.com, it's like 'a NV isp.'

+++In his post about Twilight, "Twilight has also ‘branded itself’ with the type of music that the band PARAMORE makes. I feel like ‘lonely girls’ think that this type of music is the only art that can express their sense of darkness+hope. The lead singer is a female, and she also ‘dyes her hair zany colors’, so I think that is something that sheltered girls do to ‘express themselves’ while still ‘promising to make all A’s in school.’" [via c-Money].

Guess that's y all those gals that I still kno from high skool like it so much. anyw40 he makes lotsa sense. i feel like he's the older version of me. after i stop listening to emo/hardcore/posth-core/j-pop/avril lavigne i think i'll proly take over for c-dog.

Possible future look for Kuji_89-san

Desolate.

So I ran out today. It kinda fukin sax. I was gona head down to NP for some more but i was like i don't rewaly feel like it. I'm still in my pjs and i feel realy lazy and dirty. Kinda want to increase my dirty feeling by touching my schlangu! I feel like im at the end of something. everything's realy still right now, like you can hear the wind whisper. gota looug, brb. i actually had a delicious mocha cocha ice cream cake. it was good. I guess what I realy wana say is I wana be myself. And I know however you like yourself other people like you. But I wana do things only for myself, Is That So Much To Ask? I took a pause and I wondered, can I just cry already? I wana watch an anime movie where the world is on a platonic end and the apocalypse hangs on to the main characters decision. I think I understand what carles means now when he says 'relevance'. Something that keep s us wanting more, or makes us feel like our image still has importance. I think even when you force a smile, if you don't care it becomes real :)

I want to spray my essence all over the Japanese mainland. It is foolproof that I can poke myself in every crevixce the country has to offer. My exact plans can not be disclosed yet, but my main objective is to inseminate my brain with their terrific culture, so as to flourish my existence into ultratronic cool vibe. Real speech only exists when you conf'dent in your words. Harsh slanted change hurts, but each new blistering wound leaves you vulnerable to the truth. I can get frust'rated with all the little nuances of the JApanese humans but only to go home with blistering wounds. If i learn from the hurts I can grow. Too often I don't want to try at life because I feell like I will most definitely fail. The rare times I do try something I fail miserably, so I never try it again. I have to think myself into feeling alright about my failure--- When all I really want is to get over it and try again. I think a sign of strength of character is how quickly someone can bounce back to their feets after feeling down. I want to finally be able to have the oppurtunity of struggling to survive again, just like when I was a baby. But this time I want to keep trying and tryingbecause I know when you stop feeling guilty about life anything and everything becomes a beautiful time. Make sme happy daydreaming about lving in JKapan. It see ms really far. There are obstacles, don't know how they will turn out. But thing's are alright. When I stop caring things seem to flow easier. Like I said in the other essays for the program acceptance, when there's no change we become depressed statues. Wouldn't you rather be a fireball, calm yet burning with energy.Can you imagine yourself losing all your worries because everything feels good?? I want to not feel guilty and try everything in Japan, watering and loving my soul as it finally stretches its arms into infinity. Whatever I do, if I'm full-faced and self-loving people will always be able to tell my true intentions. I promise I will have fun when I land in NArita kuuko.